Ok .... some people still dont know ..........

I quit xanga !

I moved to myspace !!!!!

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torres

Well this week wasn't too bad...

first part of the week was ok .....

Thursday and Friday sucked though cuz Castro wasnt there .... and no classes! Anyways ..... Thursday was kinda cool though cuz we had a band party and got to see Ice age II for free!!!!  Then Friday was cool cuz I only had band that day! w00t w00t to no classes. Got to see a few bands perform at Haltom for UIL that was cool ..... as usual none of them WOWED me .... but in previous years I've seen more then just 3 perform ..... oh well .....

Friday nite I also went to the coffee house down the street and got to see/ hear a jazz band. It consisted of Mark (who invited me) and a bunch of kids from summit HS and 1 kid from Mansfield HS. They were pretty good. It was cool to kinda hang out with some summit kids and not have to be reliable for them .... so that was kinda cool. I miss those summit kids sooooooooo much though!!!!!! So, it was cool to get to see some of them. Not to mention the guys had the place PACKED!!!! so that was cool.

Saturday I did a whole lot of nothing ..... cept I went to the mall for a lil bit and ran into Joe Dolkos (former Martin HS head director) ..... that was cool. Then my sister and I watched Narnia ..... which is a realy good movie!!!!

Sunday ..... some lame cleaning ..... then I went to see benchwarmers !!!!!! Effin Hilarious!!!!! I want to go see it again, I laughed my ass off the entire time!!!!!! I bought Pirates of the carribean .... AGAIN .... considering my sister, brother and I all lost our copies!!!!! Crazy! The rest of the evening was spent playing pool upstrairs ..... I beat my brother in law and older sister ..... but got killed by my daddy .... Although I did win 4 times against him ..... cuz he scratched while trying to score  the 8 ball .

denise

"damn snap" - chic off drunk news from 106.1 Kiss fm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Dr. CASTRO!!!!
BIG 3-1

Well my weekend ENDED GREAT!!!!

YESTERDAY - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Classes were ok ....
went to hang out with CASTRO (annie was with me too!!!)
- it was great! Annie was trying to convince Castro to come with us to see me talk to the Hott guy!!! It was great!! Castro was cracking up!!!!! OMG it was great!!!!!! I love castro .... it was freakin great ..... annie was trying sooooooo hard too!!! I love you to Annie!!!!! Then Annie left and I hung out with Castro for a lil bit .... then i went to Piano .... which was ok .... then Music Lit .... w/ My buddy matt .....

TODAY - - - - - - - - -
Theory with Castro .... which was great "we have each others backs" (mexicans) .... theory was cool though ..... then Matt and I had lunch .... then bk to school .... then I hung out with Justin and Andy for a lil bit .... then Dr.Hunt !!!! goggling ppl is great!!! Playing piano for my sis for solo and ensemble tomorrow so we practiced today. Nikki came over to so that was cool ......

I really need to get to bed ....

denise

"denise your colar" - castro *as he gesture me to fix it*
*whole class looks at me*
"ah, thanks" - me
...... *a little later in the class*
*I gesture castro to fix his belt*
*castro does gesture*
"Fix your belt" - me
"O, its these pants ...... " - Castro
"I got you back man" - me ............ lol good times

Currently Listening to

So Today has to have been my worst day the semester! No joke !

True its all my fault but no one today really helped the situation...... so first of all the guy who is not liked by me is sitting in my sit in Theory .... after the fact that I had already had a shitty morning ...... so I tried my hardest not to tell him to "F - off" and get out of my seat.... So I sat in another seat staring at my desk for 80% of theory .... I  just sat there and examined my day and realized most of it could have  been avoided ..... But I seriously think God planned this day for me for a reason ..... I had a very shitty morning and a lesson on top of that ..... so very stressful and upsetting morning .....

Went to McDonalds to meet my brother ..... and I had to act like nothing was wrong otherwise my brother would have made me tell him everything ......... While I was waiting for my brother to arrive I was watching this boy who worked there. The first thing I noticed was he had a hearing aide .... then I noticed he had something wrong with him legs so he limped around .... I watched him empty the trash cans .... and I guess the bag wasnt in there right so he had to pick all of the trash out of the can that had spilt with his own two hands ...... it was then that I realized my life isnt as rough as I think it is ..... Granted he has physical parts of his body that werent working correctly .....he made me realize I have things that are wrong too.... but Its something I can't help .... its genetic and I can't help it either. So i thought to my self wow this guy has a job and goes day to day without thinking he has something wrong with him ..... he asked NO ONE for help while he was working and struggling ......

Then my brother arrived and we had lunch together ..... we talked out my trip to Arizona and how he is planning on taking vacation to go see family in El paso and Arizona ..... then he talked to me about his job and what he does and telling me tons of things that I never knew he has done ..... as my brother and i were talking I realized that  he is someone i want to be like ..... He is a "boss" at his job which is cool ...... he's been there for 1 year now which is also cool. And he's a very hard worker. He told me he just got a raise AND recieved 2 awards from work!!! I'm really proud of him!!!! You see my brother is deaf, so he can't get jobs easily .... yeah the have laws and stuff saying they have to hire him and what not but they aways end up cutting his hours the longer he stays .... AND YES he went to college, he just cant find a job that will "hire" him and NOT cut back on his hours. so Today while he was talking to me I realized, I want to be just like him when I get to be his age ..... He's a very hard worker and he doesnt let his disability get in the way. Yeah, he's deaf but he does a lot and doesnt use it as an excuse as to why he cant do things. And I admire that. He gets upset everyonce and a while because people wont hire him and stuff cuz he's deaf .... but I've never known my brother to give up......

Then I had band ........ which was a drag ..... then I drove to Ousley ..... and I was listening to "yuo had a bad day" on my ipod ... and when I changed it to kiss fm .... it was like 2 seconds be hind what i was listening to on my ipod .... I think God was tring to tell me something .... I just dont know what ...... went taught my lesson and then I left to Meet up with the Ousley Honor band at the Putt- Putt in hurst ....

On my way there ..... I was at a stop light and I saw this bird on the ground gathering things to make a nest ....... I watched the bird ..... and he kept grabbing as many twigs as he could ..... then he flew off to a tree .... The bird made me think ...... I finally got on I-20 and the first thing I noticed was the beautiful sunset with the clouds in the sky...... I thought of Mike Rogers ..... and then I thought you know, maybe this is God's way of saying ..... at the end of the day .... I'm going to be ok .... The whole drive there I just looked at the sky and I think he was right .... my day is alot better......

I had fun at Putt-Putt with the directors and kids and I'm glad I went they made my day better ..... and so did my brother ........ Today was one of those shitty days ....... and I believe in God even thought i dont go to Church and I know he has his reasons .... and I think he did have a reason ..... I open my eyes today and saw my life differently ......

Congrats to Ousley and Gunn Junior high for making a 1 on stage!!!!!

denise

"the rise of the monkey paw" - Castro

Who hates fat people ?
*raises hand*

Who hates fat people that act gay?
*raises hand*

Who hates fat gay people that try to run a cheerleading team?
*raises hand once again*

Who thinks they're bitches?
*Raises hand*

Why do fat moms try to run a cheerleading squad ????
no fucking clue!!! It's not like they can show the kids how to do a move !!!! They'd squash them!!!!!!!

So I take my sister to cheerleading tryouts ..... we're running an hour late cuz I didnt know she had it today and I was in a lesson w/Yakas ........ so this bitch comes up to us and she's like "It started at 4:15" and I was like "yeah, i know.... I'm not her mom .... " and the bitch was like " I guess you can stay" ........WHAT THE FUCK!!! It's a bunch of 6th graders!!! It's not like they're missing a lot ..... that lady was a bitch ........ I had to bite my tounge ..... LITERALLY not to say something to her!

Fat people and sport dont really mix ....... UGH!!!
(unless its football .... or something )

she just f-ed up my day